i hate it when times are bad, and all the unhappy thoughts starts flooding into my mind. i felt so happy to tell the whole world that i'm a happy kid now. now, can i take back the words? i feel so totally different now. shoot.

training today was real tiring. i dont know why, but i felt extra tired. there's training tmw again. basically theory and stuffs. then there's match on wednesday. this month, it's like, hockey. i still remembered those times when we had our 6-aside and all. it was like, as if we were in a hockey camp. the whole day without classes, just stay at delta with mates. sleep there like as if delta belonged to ours. those times were great! and i cant wait for more(: hockey will be our one and our all, always(:

organ's been a bomb. i hate it so much nowadays. those times when i get the chance to go and hang out with friends, all burnt, because of organ class. thank you la. you just happen to be in the middle of the saturday afternoons, where people would be having fun. pfft. i hate it, really. i missed that chance to go out like, almost every week please. "oh sorry i cant make it. i have organ class" ._. like, so pathetic can. ):




cant you tell?
i cant wait to come out of this hideout.
i've tried and tried
but i cant seem to hold on any longer.
can you make me smile again?
)):